broken

It's been a really tough week. All that arguing the entire week - it's taking up my energy. I'm feeling tired. Something must be wrong since we're arguing every day. It's taking a toll on me, on us. My heart breaks every time. The pain that I feel, the heaviness that comes with it, not to mention the sleeplessness too. 

Will we be able to remain as strong? Am I enough for him? Am I too little, or too much? What is his ideal girl? Can I believe it? 

So much to say, but I don't know how to pour it out in writing, although it's cathartic. But He sees and understands. 

Agape.